Thursday, March 30, 2006

My Plastic Collections

In my point of view, having credit cards don’t give me an ego .I have learn the art of being humble! A person may be rich but if credit cards are not a necessity, why have one?

P/s I know some of you guys had seen me Using my Platinum card when buying things. I really don’t mean to be a poser or trying to be looser . Sorry

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

High And Dry

I Am so happy that I am now following a program to keep me away from abusing pharmaceuticals. (As I said I do not do illicit Drugs.) So I am here posting from a place where I can find people with the same problem like me. I am also making effort to attend meetings and not to isolate myself (used to party a lot) to "cure" my addictive behavior I had to isolate.
Normal People can take booze or pills and can say no if its not a time for a celebration etc… but I have no control over myself and sometimes over do things …to put it short it is like a compulsive behavior.

Monday, March 27, 2006


I can remember the time when I was setting up a computer sever in a Hotel room. I can remember the time when I was setting up a computer sever in a Hotel room….why am I repeating myself (shit!). Anyway I can't finish this posting because. I am now posting from my parents home and you guys know how regimental they can get ...( Was given just a few minutes to use their computer to blog.)
That was the time when I did not have an apartment yet , but I felt so relax:) happy and , a sense of peacefulness of working in a different environment :)

p/s sorry for this doggy post

Sunday, March 26, 2006

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT FROM DANIEL.NET was NEVER meant to "challenge the authorities" and it is merely a personal weblog which has some information which a lot of other sites already has, even specializes in.
I urge the authorities to look at the site as a whole and not just its negative aspects.
I sincerely apologize for any misunderstanding about the intentions of this blog .

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Chilling out the boring way

I have been very busy lately, and I found some time chill out. So I went to an "entertainment" outlet near my Parents home to read ,play online games(MapleStory......ect) and do my bloging! This book is so hard to understand even it is said to be a beginner's guide, it is still fucking hard to "adsorbed"????? or maybe I just too tired......fuck it!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

My very Own Domain

I bought my own Domain and am planning to redesign my WebBlog and host it there A.S.A.P. AS for the hosting part, I will be planning to use the computer at my home as a server for hosting .Hopefully this will take up a month or two ,/cuz setting up a sever and designing a web Blog is not as easy as baking a cake ya…as for the designing ,I will stick to the old school Primitive HTML commands with notepad.


Note: This report details experiences in the past. I am not using tramadol anymore and I do not use any drugs, legal or otherwise
I have been using tramadol hydrochloride on a daily basis for several weeks now and I feel that my experience with this substance is sufficient for a report. Tramadol requires a prescription in most countries, But if you buy a Prescription. This makes it perfectly legal to possess and use. It's considered a weak opiate agonist but it has strange serotonin and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor effects. In other words, theoretically, it calms you down, makes you happy and gives you some energy. I usually buy Tramadolor, which is manufactured in Germany. (but this batch is from the unite kingdom )

I get ten boxes for Singapore $ 300, which is cheaper than a blister pack There are 3 blister packs in a box and each blister pack contains 10 capsules of 50 mg of tramadol hydrochloride, so that makes 500 mg in total. The standard retail price is usually around the $ 10 - $ 15 per blister pack. Tramadol is fast acting, personally, it hits in about 10 minutes or less and peaks at T+ 4:00 before slowly returning to baseline.

There are a lot of people who doesn't have a high regard for tramadol, condemning it as a useless substance. I have a lot of experience with pharmaceuticals so I'm speaking from my personal experience. Clinical trials seem to indicate that a lot of people can't "get off" on tramadol. However, there is a small percentage of people that can get something out of tramadol. Off the top of my head, it's about 7% of the subjects in the clinical trial.I am One of them :)
P/s:I use tramadol to boost my mood. It works very well, so I consider it "recreational". The effects I feel is a serotonin release (the neurotransmitter that makes you "happy", to make things simple) and also an increase in energy. The best way to describe the psychoactive experience is that tramadol makes me happy. It makes me very happy. :)

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Nature Walk

This was asked to be taken away by my acquaintance But I fond nothing wrong with this post so there it goes......

I decided to go out to have a nature walk so I invited some of my friends to joint me

This is a picture of Us "enjoying" (me) the peacefulness of the things Mother Nature had gaven us

This was my closes pal Sara. WE could really Relate with each other very well . From talking aboult traveling to matrix ect.........
A picture of us leave the resort , and sad to say we had to leave this place as is was getting dark

Ended the “expectation “ with a good meal

Warning : the people you see in this picture do not abuse any substances and they are not addicts

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Relapse is not the end (A serious post)

What if one relapse ?First of all, he or she should not feel discouraged or condemn one-self.
A lapse or relapse can be used as a learning experience towards a better recovery in the longer-term. For a start he or she must convince one self to stop using Substances immediately

It is important for one to discuss this problem with some concerned family members or friends, and not just confide in his or her counselor or sponsor. This will help One regain his or her motivation to stay free from drugs. Love ones can offer valuable support and they may also help work out a recovery plan.

If a relapse comes after an addict defaults treatment, he may whish to consider seeking professional help again. Another round of detoxification could be necessary.

One way for a person that is dependent on substances need to learn from past mistakes is to figure out the causes, and identify the chain of events, thoughts, feelings, attitudes and behavior which led to the relapse One needs to analyze each of the warning sings and how they added to decision to use substance again.

If there is any high-risk situation related to the relapse, one should get out of that situation. If the trigger was a problem or crises, then he or she needs to deal with it at once. The addict is likely to face criticism or disappointment from his family or friends because of his relapse. Nonetheless, it is a crucial period for him or her and needs to reach out for support.

Disclaimer: This may not be accurate because It was taken from my own perspective point of view .From a book I am planning to publish…????

Ritalin (methylphenidate)

Ritalin is the first line drug used to treat ADHD inflicted individuals, and in some cases, for narcolepsy. It is the only satisfactory stimulant compound that is approved for pharmaceutical use in Singapore . Ritalin is most well known for being used to treat ADHD in children and it contains methylphenidate hydrochloride, which is a CNS stimulant which does not bear a chemical resemblance to amphetamine but is pharmacologically similar in action.

Front of the blister back.

Sunday, March 05, 2006


This is the only 2mg Subutex I scored in the street that comes clean in the original blister pack. The chemical for Subtex (Buprenorphine) was approve by the FDA many Years ago for the relief of pain. The tablets that were for pain Temgesic , comes in a small dose of 0.2mg (not 2mg)So Subutex theoretically can be used for pain. yes? So Subutex is not a new drug afterall . It is meant for pain years years ago .

This is the fornt of the Packaging

The Tablets have an in print B2 (apparently)
as you can see and the edges are beleveled .

The back of the tablet has the logo of the famous Schering and plough.

Updated :on 19/03/2006 I Manage to get hold of a updat:I manage to get a script to purchase a box of seven’s 8mg Tab

I have a confession to make

If you haven realizes, the picture quality of my recent photos are poor.
The Reason ? My Primary S.L.R Camera Nikon D50 is down.(Have no money for the repairs , as the internal circuit got fused (Water damage,and rapairing ia as good as buying a new one !Cost for repair ? Singapore $850.00!)
As for my Secondary Camera (Cannon powershot A400) is being kept by my mum.
(Don’t want to explain farther ).
So what I am left is a Cheap webcam For me to make the best of use. Anyway I will be buying a new Digital S.L.R Like camera (fujiflim 5600)very Soon.

P/s A good work man never blames its tools

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Saying Goodbyes

Goodbye and take care :) O ya sleep tight too……. Miss you from your brother

Friday, March 03, 2006

Medicines from Japan

I got a friend to buy for me some medicines for my inflammation of my wound. He visits Japan often and knew that I have a love for pharmaceuticals that are made from Japan. I did tell him that I am trying to quit Psychotropic pills. So he got for me something practical. A medication for the healing of my wound.
This is a close-up view of the pill on my finger
Back Of blaster pack
After trying out the pills I feel that , its plateable (I chewed the tab) and notice that little binders were used in this medication.